hello there. i really shouldn't be writing in here. i should be doing gov. Test tomorrow and i really don't know anything about it. Anything for a distraction excuse though. Ahhhhh.... school is really frustrating. I said that beofre, but as time goes on it just gets worse and worse. When is all the stress and weriness going to stop. Never...someday....now.... i don't know anymore!

I sent off my app for college. It was stressful just putting it in the mail. I really want to get in... mostly cause if i don't i haven't thought of what else to do. My whole life has been centered on college and if that doesn't happen i will be lost. Lost like a puppy... wandering around like a stray dog. What am i going to do??? oh well.... can't think about that. The rejection/acceptance letters are coming sometime this month. The mail is going to be my worse enemy for a really long time!

Anyway....this weekend has been somewhat long. I did a lot once i think about it. Friday is kind of a blur... is playing a monoply game that was interesting to say the least. Saturday however was a different story. SOOOO many things happened i don't know where to start. Trevor came over at like 11...we went to do some errands in town. Came back and watched Lion King 1 1/2. Annoying yet good movie. It was pretty funny. Then we went to Nicole's house to do laundry. That was.... fun actually. If you want to know ask me. We were going to go to the drive-in but i lost the key to nicole's house and that made us late. Then we just decided to go to the walk-in except the line was like 20 miles long. To many damn people. Went to get something to eat a Jack-In-A-Box.

Now is when the real fun started. We went out to this spot to go eat cause everything was closed... so we got out started eating and talking. Scary stories... then a (what sounded like) scream came and we gave each other this look of fear and jumped in truck and took off. Then on our way back there was this dead dog in the road. Trevor surved and scared me to death again! You would think that the horror ended there, but no. We went out to his work, to find a shorter way. On our way back we were talking and he didn't notice the turn... and we went into this sort of ditch thing. My adreneline was sooo high i was going insane. That wasn't it though.... Unfortunatlly. We were coming back and there was a train on the tracks so we stopped and waited. Well..... midway through it stopped and turned off it's lights. The crossings weren't going down, but we knew there was a train. We sped across and then we couldn't really see the train still. It was crazy ass night. We ended up staying out untill about 4 in the morning. It was Scary, but loads of fun.

That brings me to today. Today is mine and trevor's one month anniversary. It kind of sucked though because i went out of town and didn't even get to see him.... *miss you*. I went to an opera with my aunt. It ended up taking longer than i thought. we left here at 7... (Please note the three hours of sleep!!) and didn't get back until 10. It was really good though. We even went to ChinaTown.

Well, now that you know of my whole weekend i guess i can let you go to sleep. NO, i just want to you can whatever you want! NIGHT!

Hello! you may notice that i now have a chatterbox. Yes, so use it. It looks weird with no comments in it. There should be more updates in the near future so keep watching! 

School really sucked today. It lasted so long... especially gov and chem. Two longest classes in the world. YAY for half day tomorrow. To bad kori and i still have to stay to go talk to teachers about AP stuff. AHHHHH!!!! That is really annoying thing to think about. Anyway, besides the day being really long things went okay. Wrote that stupid essay for Decker, i hate her with a passion. whatever though.

Had a nice/interesting talk with kori.... little did i know! She told me all kinds of things, like how she was a  SLUT and how she gets around all the time. Stuff like that. HAHA...j/k. No, i did get to talk with her though. Everybody noticed my hair... i got compliments on it but i think that they were pity ones. I don't think that i looks that bad. Bad, but not that bad. Whatever. I don't care... wow i don't care about anything anymore. Well.... some things.... right???

This entry is really short and really boring, but i really want to go to bed. See you all later... Good Night!

It's been a really long time since i have posted. I haven't really been able to open the site. Stupid AOL. YAY for DSL now.

Anyway....it's been a pretty fun weekend. Friday Kori and i missed school and went to a Linkin Park concert!!! OMG.... it was sooooooo much fun. Really crazy though. We had some random guy reach up our skirts, then we couldn't find a seat and some other random guy offered us his lap... yeah, it was really crazy like that. The concert was really good though. Oh, and when we did find our seats way the hell up in the back there were these guys smoking weed  a few rows down. We found some different "concert boys" though. We have to find some every concert. The bands were really good and i'm glad that i went. Thanks Kori. I <3 you mucho!!!!

When we came back from the concert at like 10 (which means we left really early... 7 in the morning) i didn't even get to go to sleep. My dad called me right when i walked in the door and said that he was coming down here. Which really shocked me cause i haven't talk to him in like over 6 months. Didn't think he wanted anything to do with me anymore. Not that i would really care. Anyway, so he came down and then we went out to eat. Came home then Trevor called and asked if i wanted to go to VV and LOTR-Two Towers. So i went with him and didn't get back until 2am. It was a really good movie but the ending kind of sucked. It was all so typical. 

That brings me to today. Woke up at at like 7 to go help my mom tile a house. We didn't get back until 2 in the afternoon... it took forever. i won't be helping her anytime soon with that again. so i came home took a shower then Trevor came over to watch Save the Last Dance. I love that movie soooooo much. i know it's a complete chick flick, but i still like it. After that we went to Wal-Mart so i could buy Ashley a birthday present. Then we went to his house for her party. They had this HUGE cake fight and cake was flying everywhere. i managed to get none of it on me though... HAHA It was really funny. I miss food fights, i haven't one in forever. The last one was at Sarah's b-day when it went in her eye. That a little carried away too.

School tomorrow and i don't want to go at all!!!! i'm sooooo tired of school and (in Kori's words) i'm sooooo unmotivated to do my work. There's no point. It doesn't matter anymore. Chem, Government, and English are really getting on my nerves. Dont' even do my work anymore... OH WELL though. 

Random thoughts: AP club, books, tests, fundraisors, grades, college, art project, trevor, life's future, friends

Really tired now so i guess that i'll talk you guys later. sweet dreams everybody!   

It's been an okay day i guess... a little more stressful than usual i know that for a fact. Found out a few things that i'm glad yet not. I'm failing decker's class.... literally. Yeah that's right, an F. I don't really care though. I do but i don't. Alicia is right her class is sooooo hard to take seriously that there is no point in trying. The essays we do aren't even graded, we never know if we are getting better or worse, and the "projects" are just things to keep us busy. Nothing we do in that class has to do with the AP test. I feel so unprepared that i'm not even sure if i'm going to take it now. The only thing that i'm worried about is progress reports are coming out. I don't want my mom to find out. I REALLY hate decker with a passion.

I had to put that out there. So many others feel the same way... I know they do!!!! 

Other than that it was a fun day. Not to much happened at school. Went to Trevor's afterward and just hung out for a while. Then we went to my cousin's and brother's birthday party. They were born on the same day... weird. Anyway it took 8 pizza's to feed us all. Ordered 12 but only 8 were actually gone. Still a lot if you ask me. Trevor came with me and liked my family. The first person who wasn't scared away. It shocked me.

What a sad and boring entry... nothing sounds interesting. Oh well... that's how things go i guess. it's late and i'm tired so ADIOS!  

Charlie i hope everything went well. You'll have to tell me about it tomorrow, just wanted to add that. Bye the way the date on my site is wrong... it's only the 8th. Oh well...